A visit to the doctor and scary feedback on where I am heading, made me realise I was cruising for a bruising.  That which I had done over the previous 5 years wasn’t enough. Of course I know, it takes time, but I’m 50 for heavens sake! I don’t have time! Was it too late? My kids are still young! There’s so much to do every day. School, sport, husband, home. Never could I have dreamed that being a woman, mom and wife could be so demanding!